he loved to easely, i wouldn't let myself love
he trusted and let me in, i refused to let myself trust and let him in all the way
he was real. i figured i wouldn't get hurt if i didn't let him in and kept him at a distence. my plan didn't work....it double backfired on me...
it's hard to believe God has a plan for my life....does it happen no matter what i do?...i wonder....
what is it?....if i only knew.... guess i'm not suppose to...
wish i wasn't so weak...wish i wasn't confused...wish i wasn't afraid....wish it was different
but beauty can come from ashes
if it was all lies...there's no way i would've wanted to talk to you today...
hey you! who ever is reading this...don't ever go away from God..you'll regret it.....i think there's so much more to him ...
why does it take pain, loneliness, confusion and his broaken heart to go to God?...*sigh*
God you know my heart...even if i don't..
how could i have been soo heartless?!?!?! wakin up feelin like it was a dream....he woke up praying it was a dream...i shouldn't even wake up tomorrow...but for some reason i'm loved inspite of my mistakes....why can't i do that for others?....hehe guess that's my calling! :)
..wow actually...that is
that jus hit me right now...
ok so one more question....how do you know who's the "right" one? with out given your heart away to every guy that comes a long?...
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